Thursday, July 8, 2010

thankful Thursday...

This week I have so much to be thankful for and I don't want to let the week get away from me.
...Stephen Michael...a precious new life...
...spending time with family over the holiday weekend...
...Kenny turned the big 50...
...time to myself to think a little...
...Breanna...she is my special gift...
Although I have much to be grateful for, I also have some regrets. I am trying to learn how to live with them. It is sometimes almost harder then I can bare. Life sometimes is hard, I think the hardest thing for me is accepting the fact that I am human. That I have to learn as I go, that I haven't always made the right choices. I know for myself I had a very difficult youth. Things that happened then have had long reaching consequences, and it is very hard to live with at times. I live with some very deep wounds. Things I wish I could change, but there is no changing the past. I have to find comfort in the fact that I have learned as I have grown older. When I knew better, I did better.
With all that being said I am so thankful for the life I have now and the people that are in my life. I am truly blessed to have the husband and daughter I do, the extended family I have and my friends who are so very important to me.

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