Thoughts...thoughts keep running through my head and I can't turn them off. I am trying to find my happy place. Don't get me wrong, I have a very happy life, but I didn't come from that and sometimes it just gets the best of me. I do however believe that happiness is a choice and I choose to be a happy person. I have so many blessings. I have faith that the road I came from led me to the road I am on now. Material things come and go, age creeps upon us, and life evolves. Life is a school. Sometimes we fail and sometimes we succeed. I have to believe that even though we might have made wrong choices, we have the possibility to turn it around. I hope that one day these heartbreaks will be healed. I hope that one day love will overcome the hurts of the past. I hope that one day the holes in my heart will be filled. Right now I have to accept the consequences of my choices. Right now I have to just live with faith. Faith, that is a word I had almost given up on. But faith is what will heal.